theycallmeshort@BS

Friday, October 31, 2008

@ 7:47 PM

this is a endmill.

used to cut thick workshop metals and to shine them.

i broke it somehow..

update some photos during MM day rehearsal and day itself.

zack, rahsul, me and hui shan.

zack, huishan and rahsul.

me and hui shan..

faharn..

e eating crew..

tim, alvin and danail.

reena in white, fatin, and desiree.

me and zack..

zack and me again..

we love to cam whore!!

Thursday, October 30, 2008

@ 8:48 PM

Here I am
This is me
There's nowhere else on earth I'd rather be
Here I am
It's just me and you
Tonight we make our dreams come true

It's a new world
It's a new start
It's alive with the beating of young hearts
It's a new day
It's a new plan
I've been waiting for you
Here I am

Here we are
We've just begun
And after all this time
Our time has come
Yeah here we are
Still goin' strong
Right here in the place where we belong

Oh it's a new world
It's a new start
It's alive with the beating of young hearts
It's a new day
And a new plan
I've been waiting for you
Here I am

Here I am
Yeah

Here I am
This is me
There's nowhere else on earth I'd rather be
Here I am
It's just me and you
Tonight we make our dreams come true

Oh it's a new world
It's a new start
It's alive with the beating of young hearts
It's a new day
It's a new plan
I've been waiting for you

Oh it's a new world
It's a new start
It's alive with the beating of young hearts
It's a new day
It's a new plan
I've been waiting for you
(Waiting, waiting waiting)
Here I am

Here I am
Right next to you
Suddenly the world is all brand new
Here I am
Here I am
Where I'm gonna stay
Now there's nothin' standing in our way
Here I am
This is me

@ 6:16 PM

wednesday was the day..

MM day..

it was shag la..

whole day mm day thingy.

go home slp..

thursday and its today..

woke up with muscleache all over..

maybe cause i didn't give them time to rest?

they hurt like kena bang by a train..

lessons was like lullaby to me..

slp in class again..

i nv go training today.

cause i realii nid a day of a rest.

didn't get the chance to see the cute girl in here cute bag and barangs barangs today.

i jus miss her for some reason

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

@ 5:28 AM

tuesday.

it was a nth but tiring day..

MM day reheasal.

den pratical.

then rehearsal again.

then training..

training was still ok..

but still tiring..

went to find jiaxi and zeyi den go my house collect fish.

they having chalet and bbq..

i can't go!!!

fark!!

back to skool to stayover..

stay up to do video thingy..

for e MM day itself..

den game and nv slp..

its like 5.30am wednesday already la!!!

i so wan to slp now..

but canot le.

once i slp cannot wake up le

thanks gwen bestie =]

u kno wat u did.

i am so happy today that i can see u.

ur smile was a rainbow to me.

despite how angry i was from e training,

and MM video thingy.

i think of ur smile.

i felt like those anger are nth..

can things stay this way?

Monday, October 27, 2008

@ 11:40 PM

jus went to mx blog to see see..

i jus realise my timing was 35 not 25..

well this prove that i nid to catch up more..

alot more to be exact.

i screwed up everything.

MM day is this wed.

i hope after that event.

i can have more time to build myself up.

i wan to badly.

i don wan to be e last.

i don wish to be even at e bottom.

i wan to be at e top.

i wan to rise up.

i nid some moral support from u if possible.

to person a

why are you treating me like this

yes u.

why u?

haben ur impression of me change?

argh!

why won't u believe me?

why won't u even talk to me?

to person b

somehow u seem to have MIA from this world.

sms u yet on replies..

u act like my life buoy u kno?

@ 5:43 PM

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa
Today in the blink of an eye
Im holding on to something and I do not know why I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what Im feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I dont know, whoa
Today Im on my own
I cant move a muscle and I cant pick up the phone, I dont know

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Yeah Im walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think Ill make it out but you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

@ 2:02 PM

it sucks to be sick at this period..

and not equiped with a tel no.

or a name card to see which clinic opens

on a farking public holiday..

take care everlyn ur eyes..

take care bestie ur tummy..

and myself my farking fever..

p/s thanks kel bro.. ur no. is useful sunshine place clinic open as usual.

Saturday, October 25, 2008

@ 10:09 PM

its training in e morning till afternoon..

somehow i cannot exercute a correct stroke,

or my best..

my muscle are like still dead..

was a day of bad rowing..

3 x 500m

3 x 300m

4 x 100m

1km of on off

went to meet everlyn and tayan at her ty house..

den slack around chit chat..

den last min someone fly us kite..

so i send ever home le go lot 1 find kel..

dinner and drink with kel, kenric, jiaxi and zeyi..

they wactching HSM3..

it didn't interest me so nv watch with them..

i hope tml i can do better than today..

this cat cute rite?

they took this unglam sleeping style candid shot of me..

dunno hiding from wat..

e fed up from being shot from ice look..

i am e lady BOSS!!

i miss u

Friday, October 24, 2008

@ 11:24 PM

i am feeling sick..
i feel that i am falling sick.

i am falling in love with this song man..

@ 8:40 PM

Today Friday..

i went for lesson early..

30min earlier.

cause i didn't see e time table properly..

den kena scolded by teacher cause of trival matters..

and he blew it up..

OC was jus short?

i said my 2 min speech den go MM rehearsal..

it was boring..

luckily my job for today is go out shopping again.

so went to imm with wen bin to shop for prizes..

headed back to skool to make a list of prizes and their prices..

wen bin scare e shyt out of me..

he told me 3 prices without calculating e 7% GST.

which means i was short of $30++

i was stuned..

den i recount everything and realise it was wrong..

Jiji Nehneh Kuku de..

heng man..

since i was already staying in skool till quite late le..

den jus stay on and see seniors do endurance test..

Ming Xiang our cap lives up to his 'name'

Machine X

he did 2 sets of 8 stations in 10min 39sec..

like WTF!!!

sms-ed u today.

but didn't received ur reply..

was waiting whole day for it..

i wish for it..

i wish to chat with u everyday.

Thursday.

endurance test was not jus endurance..

its mental to me..

i was going through alot alot of thoughts..

i feel like giving up but i knew i can push further..

it was when i reach 2nd set.

i totally cannot take it.

my bench press was killer..

i dropped e weights to e ground..

about to open my mouth to say i give up.

my arms do not feel pain,

cause they were unable to feel a thing.

i wasn't able to feel my arm..

but for a simple reason i pushed on..

i completed e test in 25minutes.

which was considered slowed..

i wan to try again.

to push myself beyond my own limit..

26 min isn't going to stop me at all..

ur face appears to me when i was down.

i was facing desperation and u are e first to appear in my mind.

desperation to give up.

but i thought of u.

i don wan to give up.

if i were to ever give up.

i am a loser.

i don wish to be a loser in ur eyes.

do u understand?

this is e mixer for e auditorium..

cool man..

but too bad i not e one controlling it..

if not i will be damn happy la..

this is e lights control..

omg its not so complicated and its fun and cool..

chew look like a girl rite?

or a butch..

while momo tries to seduce him hahax..

this was taken on thursday.

my ITOE pratical..

doing cutting and milling of metals..

using technologies to get accurate x and y axis for cutting.

look at tt spin man..

cool rite?

those are metals chips which tangles at e drill bit.

look at how they are curled?

fascinating rite?

look at it spin at a high speed..

awesome!

Now for Ivan's 1st Lesson On Business Logic.

BUSINESS LOGICS

Father: I want you to marry a girl of my choice

Son: 'I will choose my own bride!'

Father: 'But the girl is Bill Gates's daughter.'

Son: 'Well, in that case....ok'

Next Father approaches Bill Gates.

Father: 'I have a husband for your daughter.'

Bill Gates: 'But my daughter is too young to marry!'

Father: 'But this young man is a vice-president of the World Bank.'

Bill Gates: 'Ah, in that case...ok'

Finally Father goes to see the president of the World Bank.

Father: 'I have a young man to be recommended as a vice-president.'

President: 'But I already have more vice- presidents than I need!'

Father: 'But this young man is Bill Gates's son-in-law.'

President: 'Ah, in that case...ok'

This is how business is done!!

Moral: Even If you have nothing, You can get Anything. But your attitude should be POSITIVE...

What is Marketing?

You see a gorgeous girl at a party.
You go up to her and say, 'I am very rich. Marry me!'
That's Direct Marketing

You're at a party with a bunch of friends and see a gorgeous girl.
One of your friends goes up to her and pointing at you says, 'He's very rich. Marry him.'
That's Advertising.

You see a gorgeous girl at a party.
You go up to her and get her telephone number.
The next day you call and say, 'Hi, I'm very rich. Marry me.'
That's Telemarketing.

You're at a party and see a gorgeous girl.
You get up and straighten your tie; you walk up to her and pour her a drink.
You open the door for her, pick up her bag after she drops it, offer her a ride, and then say,
'By the way, I'm very rich 'Will you marry me?'
That's Public Relations.

You're at a party and see a gorgeous girl.
She walks up to you and says, 'You are very rich, I want to marry you.'
That's Brand Recognition.

You see a gorgeous girl at a party.
You go up to her and say, 'I'm rich. Marry me'
She gives you a nice hard slap on your face.
That's Customer Feedback.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

@ 11:43 PM

@ 9:49 PM

I FEEL LIKE TALKING TO SOMEONE NOW. RIGHT NOW. THIS INSTANT.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

@ 10:25 PM

dunno how to describe today lesson..

jus pure boring like an element..

went for lecturer meeting..

it started and end aruptly..

somehow it ends early like 6 plus..

but still?

late for training..

everytime i am late for training,

i still go,

but i don feel like going..

firstly it sucks to hear ppl saying ah he is late again..

meeting again..

wat meeting is it?

got such meeting ah?

why so many meeting?

pls pls pls

for now don ask me to choose,

MMEC or Dragon Boat.

i am trying to cope..

if i seriously cannot cope i will have to drop DB.

unless i can find someone who is better than me,

and can replace me as a comm in MMEC.

or i am being kicked out of main comm..

i remember making a promise to cope with MMEC,

with all my cca and studies.

i have been warned by them that it is going to be tiring,

but i still choose to have a 2nd cca DB,

and a 3rd skating..

skating is not a prob cause its not taking so much time.

but DB is.

i can't break my promise to them,

(promise is meant to be broken) its BULLSHIT!

i am already feeling guilty for going late for training..

i am trying to take up my own personal time to make it up.

i was kinda feeling shyt throughout e training..

real shyt..

after training when everybody go home.

i stayed back in DB club to do weights,

wat they did, i missed,

i payback after training...

end around 9..

i am real dead beat..

if i am realii pulling the team down,

and u think i shld quit DB,

pls tell me.

no appetitte to eat dinner,

sry mom made u cook.

saw u before meeting..

it leaves me rather cheerful during e whole meeting..

duno why somehow u jus cheer me up.

when running i was feeling rather shyt.

but each time i ran pass u.

i steal glances at u,

telling myself u are infront of me.

it actually bring a smile to my face unknowningly..

i made a thingy today.

its call abigram?

i hope one day i can actually give it to u..

i wish to cry out.

i wish for this kind of suffering to end.

i wish for someone to be there for me,

i wish it is u.

LASTLY I WOULD LIKE TO WISH BRO KIEVE A

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

@ 12:03 AM

its been a long day for me..

went to my brother house in e morning,

to help him open e car door and attend e tea ceremony.

went back to skool for CAD lesson by GAN POH TEHM!!

bloody hell he try to ignore me throughout e whole lesson.

and yes he did.

he ignored me all e way,

and didn't even to look at my com screen,

to view my progress of my drawings..

well,

i jus continue to do my job,

if dunno jus ask around..

manage to finish all e work he gives.

and he is more naggy than anyone i knew man..

more naggy than old aunties and ah ma..

he can repeat irrelavant points for like 10++ times.

and for relavant points less than 3 times..

wtf rite?

den teach fast fast and nv explain clearly,

den wan to finsih off fast..

he fail as a teacher!!

fark!

den jus go off..

bad news,

somehow or rather HE became my CLASS TUTOR!!

OMG!!

its like form teacher back in secondary skool..

i am so dead!!!

i hate u for being so bitchy..

u think u big fark ah?

so fake!

bitch!

went to Grand Copthrone Waterfront Hotel for dinner.

i went to e ROM.

which is like my first time?

den sit first row cause direct family member..

den during dinner,

sit at VIP table..

which is e same table as my brother.

was served all e way..

so i no nid to take my own food..

cons abt VIP.

no extra servings..

and all e servings are small..

T.T

so i didn't get extra bowl of shark fin, abalone and sea cucumber..

CONGRATS to my brother Tommy Ho,

and to my sister-in-law Jasmine.

may u 2 have a blissful wedding..

when i first got to e hotel..

first thing was to avoid as many relative as possible..

cause my father side relatives i seldom see.

and so i couldn't remember who are they?

wat to call them..

well i definitely cannot avoid all,

though i avoided some,

cause they couldn't recorgnise me in my new long hair..

well some of e more elder one will request to look at me..

and they all ask e same question.

"when is ur turn?"

i was like stun..

i still studying la still long..

Jasmine my sister-in-law now, me and my brother tommy.

the door gifts.

my sis is at e far left in blue.

their ROM.

manage to get a few great shots.

jus nice..

how sweet..

champagne time!!

its nice!!

u got to rest real well..

u are not having enough slp..

tml is a long day and night for u.

Monday, October 20, 2008

@ 1:41 AM

going for my brother wedding later..
yeah!!
congrats on finding ur mermaid.

David Archuleta - Crush

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

take great cares yea?
its been a long and tiring day for u.
and tml will be another long tiring day.
shld i tell u i found it?
funnybelly.

@ 12:24 AM

went to e gym today with lydia..
after tt went to cck tapao noodles,
go void deck find kel and gang..
chit chat a while le den go home..
basically today is a rest day for me..

Sunday, October 19, 2008

@ 12:27 AM

i actually told myself not to sms u today..

but i still did..

i can't help myself but to at least sms u once a day..

good luck for tml.

and to SPDB good luck for tml master series.

i shld be going to have my rest and self gymming..

i miss out on alot of training..

Saturday, October 18, 2008

@ 10:35 PM

today went for training..

it was rather shiok cause its sprinting..

my fav..

but i was rather sad..

cause of my commitment to MMEC.

i have to skip training.

den i was removed from my chance of going

for tml competition..

i can't blame MX or anyone else..

but myself.

T.T

went to sbm after training..

sharing was rather funny..

learn a new funny game from ernest they all..

damn funny and fun.

went to IMM with THEM,

to eat aji-sen ramen..

damn full man..

@ 12:30 AM

am i stalkerish?

OMG!!

i can't believe i am doing it again..

now i am damn tired..

my eyes are watery already.

i am feeling hungry.

i nid my beauty rest..

i have training tml..

hope i can make it to sbm.

give me a piece of advice please..

Friday, October 17, 2008

@ 10:52 PM

basically today lesson was fun..

fun fun fun..

i dunno how to spell my oral communication teacher name..

some philipine name..

she is old yet interesting..

damn engaging with students..

i think for this sem she and my materials lecturer will be my fav.

its worth it today for going to skool,

for 2 hrs onlii..

cause her lesson onlii 2 hrs..

after tt went to auditorium for preparation of MM day rehearsal..

had a small personal meeting with Mr Teo Bing Sai..

walao..

can puke blood..

we were talking abt topic 'A'

he can talk to topic 'Z'

then i ask him go back to 'A'

he go to 'X'

then back to 'Z'

den jus brush off topic 'A'

so meeting like for nth -.-ll

went shopping with wen bin and alex..

with $2300 to spend today..

i dunno wat to buy first,

where to start with man..

it was damn shiok..

went to wheelock place, taka, wisma, simlim, plaza sing.

go to shop to shop,

see items like i-pod touch,

jus buy nvm nets it..

hahax..

den when come to crumple,

dunno wat colour to buy,

play scizzors paper stone with bin to choose wat colour.

buy the puma watch damn funny,

we were like wat to buy?

got any limited edition?

reply from salesman ' this watch singapore onlii got 2'

ok lor nets it..

when buying camera was like,

got this model?

reply 'no, no more but got another one'

ok nets it!!!

shopping like shiok lor..

don care jus buy hahax..

even my nets was show

"EXCEED LIMIT"

i was like !@#$

den transfer money to alex account den continue buying..

e feeling is damn shiok!!!!

i shall tabulate all e money on monday..

more things to buy!!!

buy MM day tickets from me pls..

interesting programme line up..

with food word $12 per pax.

live band performance and Mr and Ms MM.

its going at onlii $3 per tix.

though today nv chat much,

but i am still contented =]

Thursday, October 16, 2008

@ 11:44 PM

to quit or not to quit?

i don wan to stop everything here..

not now,

i wan to excel,

i don wan to quit now.

can i still hold on?

if i realii have to quit one thing.

that is gonna be dragon boat..

not MMEC..

but i don wish to quit neither.

nor do i wan to disappoint them.

though today i nv see u,

but we chatted.

i am happy enough.

do u realise my feelings for u?

hundred days had made me older
since the last time that I've saw your pretty face

A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same

But all the miles had separate
They disappear now when I’m dreaming of your face

I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me

The miles just keep rollin
as the people either way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
but I hope that it gets better as we go

I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

Everything I know,
and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls,
when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love

I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

by far this is my fav song..

@ 9:38 PM

it sucks..

lesson was like sleeping time for me..

i am super tired..

all e meeting and MM days stuffs.

den finally today i can go for training with ease..

no nid to worry got meeting or wat..

then i realised,

i am weak.

real weak..

so guilty to drag everyone's time.

i jus have not enough time..

FARK!

@ 12:33 AM

suddenly thinking of the past.

e times we play and mug tgt,

when most of e time are playing and slacking,

instead of mugging for o's..

can time be turned back?

i don wan such stressful life..

i jus wish for u to chat with me everyday.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

@ 10:40 PM

its been a hell day..

luckily lesson including gems end at 3..

i have 2 classes which ends at 5

and after 3pm my concentration level is 0..

thats why i slept and kena chased out..

den ytd was jus some boring experiment..

today had my gems..

i am so jealous clarissa and tiffo got photography..

i got sun zi bing fa..

the sun zi art of war..

well it was rather boring as its a first day..

mostly guys also..

well got 2 ppl i kno in it too..

i wan to learn sun zi bing fa well man..

CMI for training..

cause i have painting to do..

well no proposal to do..

cause dunno why?

painting till 9plus la..

halfway fell asleep in club..

super tired..

partly cause sick?

its been great to see e banner done..

everything in a day..

great job everyone..

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

@ 10:48 PM

firstly i would like to clear some air..

i didn't my tag board was so hot topic until someone msn me..

den i find it weird..

den i check my blog since i finish my proposal..

ZR who i was describing in e previous post was not to u..

if wat u said were right,

means alot of ppl will be asking me why am i late..

but someone asked me and gave me tt grin,

i won't say is who..

i am rather pissed off tt day already..

so i am damn affected by e person.

secondly since i am here,

i shall post on today tuesday..

well its basically another day of knowing teachers..

and yeah i realised 2nd sem teachers no fun one..

well nvm..

lunch break i had a lecturer meeting..

aw no food..

No food

NO food

NO Food

NO FOod

NO FOOd

NO FOOD!!!!

u kno how bad is it to be hungry?

Mr teo director of MM wants to see my proposal for lucky draw prizes..

den another teacher was like ask me show on power point slides,

on next meeting..

ah!!!

like wth..

it was not settled..

during chalet was discussing over it..

but end up duno why everybody gather around and play instead..

have to help make e tix for MM day,

they think of proposals for the luck draw prizes..

OMFG..

i nid to buy e prizes!!!

where do i find e god damn mother farking time!!!

tml wed, i have meeting and another proposal to write.

thursday training.

friday rehersal for MM day.

sat training and SBM.

ONLII SUNDAY!!

well its like AW!

where are all e time in e world!!

MX told me,

its hard to have 2 cca.

i kno its hard especially when its DB.

a time consuming cca cause i nid all e time i have,

to exercise and build up more,

in order to perform well and be on par with e team,

with other teams..

i dunno wat am i to do if one day.

i am to choose between MMEC and DB.

i promised MMEC when they interviewed me,

that i will try to cope with my own time,

to balance between MMEC and DB.

i cannot jus quit MMEC and be irresponsible.

i cannot quit DB as its like my interest..

i dunno wat to do..

can this day not ever come?

is this a experience to be gained?

hey i saw this golden beetle which flew into my room..

so cute..

my favourite bug since young..

bleach 190 nv come out..

cheated of my feelings..

vampire knight guilty not yet subbed..

T.T

kenric was nominated in the xiao hua xiao cao thingy..

my ex skool mate charmaine too..

shock to see them in the thingy,

when kel show me..

and some ppl kena sabo into it..

more funny e comment..

i nid a rest,

i nid a break,

i nid a breather,

i nid a kit kat.

Monday, October 13, 2008

@ 9:47 PM

fark i hate it when those assholes,

tries to be nice and ask,

why are u late for training?

does it concerns u?

i kno wat i am doing!!

no nid u to care..

i have my life..

and its a busy life.

i don like it when u try to use my reason and laugh it off.

and say muz be lying..

say i cook up such a great story everytime i am late.

if u truly concern and ask i don mind.

but i kno wat u r trying to do beetch!

@ 4:16 PM

e reason i got the time to do this stupid quiz cause of someone..
who will punch box slap whack me,
if i don do cause.

ivan ho is being chased out of class..
like some primary skool kid like tt..
he come into e class onlii he fark us inside out..
nvm,
halfway through e lesson me and momo fell asleep..
den he fark us up down left right.
den tell e whole class..
u all withness ah these 2 jokers.
slp in class later they ask me question i don wan answer not my fault..
den momo was like we got ask u mehx.
i jus don care lor..
den saw alex call me..
den i answer.
he came over to me,
pack my stuffs and ask me get out..
like i got disturb him like tt..
so i jus pack my bag,
slam e door farking hard and walk off..
u can see e crack mark behind e door those kind.
bwahahahaaa..
super pissed off..
think my class de ppl also shocked that i suddenly walk off..
cause i nv show the super pissed off look before..

The person who tagged you is?
WEN JING

Your relationship with him or her?
friends.

Your 5 impressions of him or her?
1. Loves to be noisy.
2. Loves to camwhore
3. Loves to talk to me.
4. Loves to talk alot.
5. Loves me hahax.

The most memorable thing he or she has done for you?
giving me a birthday present during sbm camp but was stolen.

The most memorable thing he or she has said to you?
calm down ok i help u scold ur teacher ( cause jus now i kena chase out of class)

If he or she becomes your lover you will?
mmm fate sure is a funny thing..

If he or she becomes your lover, the thing he or she has to improve on will be?
noisiness

If he or she becomes your enemy, you will?
play viwawa everyday get higher lvl than her.

What you want to tell him or her now is?
don shoot me with this kind of quiz again..

Your overall impression of him or her is?
good friend who nids lots of care and concern.

How do you think people will feel around you?
irritated by me

The characters you love about yourself are?
i can joke well..

On the contrary, characters you hate about yourself are?
i always give in to others and keep things within me.

The most ideal person you want to be is?
Me, myself, and i =]

For people that care or like you, anything to say to them?
i can be ur good friend and treat u well more than u treat me.

Pass this quiz to 10 people who you wish to know how they feel.
i don wan to shoot..
i rather if they see,
they tell me how they feel..
feel that i am an assholes jus tag..
like me also tag..

i am jus pissed off now la..
later got meeting,
got training..
like WTF!!!

chekc this out..
i dunno wat to say abt this..
but alot of question to ask..

http://loveneoss4ever.blogspot.com/

keep comments to urself..

Sunday, October 12, 2008

@ 2:22 PM

jus came back from social chalet..

its kinda boring la..

dunno how to say..

don realii have e freedom cause its a official one..

unlike my chalet with the RP Gangs..

nth to blog abt also la..

jus tired.

skool starting soon..

smoking shld lessen.

and my time table are like WTF OMG !@#$

Friday, October 10, 2008

@ 4:41 PM

ICE CAMP!!

before i attended this camp my impression of it was fun..

and HELL YEAH!!

its fun alright.

i shall not actually elaborate wat we did throughout e camp..

but i gonna tell u my group was e most fun..

i swear!

why?

cause we have 2 verii entertaining GLS

Da Wei ( DrUg AdDiCt)

Lee Yen ( ChAo LaO)

and of course there is me

IVAN (KhAiRuL BiN AzMaN)

hahax..

well there are also alot fun ppl in this camp..

especially DAVE!!

GLS and Other organisers are fun too though..

great job everyone in this ICE CAMP!!!

oh and yes one more thing..

group 3

thanks for following to my plan for e skit..

it was fun..

especially the last scene..

Amron part,

it was planned and everything went as planned.

but alittle different where everybody didn't expect..

and hell it was funny..

special thanks to

CHUN CHUN, ALIF & AMRON for joining in our skit =]

DO RE MI!!

Left to Right,

CHUN CHUN, Me, ALIF.

GRP 3!!

PINK shirt- LEE YEN

BLUE shirt- DA WEI

Me & Clarissa..

ICE CAMP DARE TO RISK.

NOTICE MY SHIRT IS FRONT BACK?

its nicer this way..

This Is DAVE!!

the black shrek!!

I AM TALLER THAN TIFFANY!!

after camp.

went to jurong point to watch PAINTED SKIN with THEM

i wanted to watch connected but nvm..

i was like on e verge of sleeping!!

Monday, October 6, 2008

@ 12:36 PM

was stucked at home doing nth..

nel call say sth happen den make me leave e house..

den resolved!!

so basically i went out for nth..

call fang hong up and went to look for her and ziyu..

thats where e comedy happen..

i called ziyu and asked her where she stay how to go.

her reply was i dunno i seldom take lrt..

cause verii mafan..

she say she stay 409 saujana road..

e word sajuana road sounds familiar..

real familiar.

it was when i took a cab back home with peipei last time,

she mentioned sajauna road..

so i called her and asked her where is 409..

and it was her block..

and its like so easy to go from fajar LRT la..

wtf!!!

went to cosy corner of 406 to study..

which is not cosy at all..

i was super hungry super..

luckily got prata save me for awhile..

went to find birthday girl..

my sister..

toh jia xi happy birthday=]

asked her out for supper with zeyi..

its damn funny..

i bluff say zeyi block got one unit on fire..

which make him like wtf later my house how?

den he started his cute laughter..

which makes me and jiaxi laughs..

ate at zheng hua cc..

watched soccer..

luckily nv wait for 2 more min..

the extra time..

if not i shyt my pants man..

i rush home haben sit on e toilet bowl,

but is going to sit..

lao sai come out le..

luckily nv wait man..

its such a bad feeling..

Sunday, October 5, 2008

@ 1:57 AM

the death of a recent friend makes me think of one thing.

if one day i were to ever die.

wats the ratio of ppl who will be happy is to

the ratio who are sad.

i guess will be damn high.

i wonder if i die,

who will still remember me 1 yr later,

or a few years later.

i feel like dying now though.

i think many will be supportive of this idea.

farked up life.

i jus wan to hit e reset button.

but in a life there is no such thing..

i wan to hit e self destruct button.

but there will be alot of chain effect.

WAT THE FARK shld i do!?

everything is making me pissed off..

irritated..

why are there so farkers in this world?

so many assholes, bastards, bitch..

why why why why why?

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, October 4, 2008

@ 11:08 PM

STUDY!!

fang hong Nu'er brought 2 of her friend to my house to study..

11plus she start to spam calls to wake me up,

den 3pm again..

in between alot of sms-es..

couldn't slp well..

they come my house..

study was the objective..

but end up they more than they study..

noisy bunch of ppl..

went to mac to eat and slack..

damn funny...

onlii they pictures..

i nv..

and all my pics are so UNGLAM!

@ 3:20 AM

i survived damn long la..

how many hours i have not slept?

46hours..

ok though e max i went was 72 hours..

omg..

its 3.20am now la..

Friday, October 3, 2008

@ 9:22 PM

i am anti-social..

or i don kno how to express myself ?

sentosa was rather boring for me..

jus some soccer,

freebis,

and captain ball..

i nv talk much also..

went to carl's junior..

eat alot e same thing..

nv bother to take any pictures..

sian..

@ 6:52 AM

well..

its like a wild ride?

went to qiu xun house to bbq..

he stay at cashew height which reminds me of

times when i go to my uncle house to play when i was young.

didn't get to eat much or bond much..

i realise i am still as anti-social as before..

hard to socialise with ppl..

they play poker and drink i sit one side see them play.

as in in a side of e circle..

eh.

circle no side so jus in one place..

cause i no money den nv kup to buy vodka..

so jus watch den i be judge for magic number.

it was hilarious seeing how dumb ubin got to be..

went to qx house to slack den come home..

so early already see ppl going skool la..

my god..

i think i not sleeping..

cause later going sentosa with them?

SPDB.

is it a place for me?

Thursday, October 2, 2008

@ 2:39 PM

wednesday.

2.4km run

8sets of 10 pull up.

3km x 2

2km 30 on 60 off..

i like e 30 on 60 off...

its basically charging for 30sec,

then longer pull for 60sec,

for 1 km..

total did 2..

its damn shiok..

thursday (today)

today training was suppose to be more slack..

but cause not enough ppl.

training became hell..

a dragon boat with 5 pair onlii!!

its like damn hard la..

4-5km run

1km x 2

but its hell enough..

its like not even warm up for me..

i nid to warm up before able to get use to rowing..

wat stupid body..

i wan play wolf team e moment i come home..

but,

maintence damn long la!!!!!!!!

farkers!