its one of e nicest blogskin i ever got..

its so so cool isn't it?

there is a reason for me to change skin.

cause i am going to blog on 1st.

and yes read the long post i am going to post.

take care everlyn. 

gonna treat u to a big big meal..

and here is it.

its 12am already, where is PBT? where is joanne? where is bestie? 

i jus read judy and ever blog. after reading i am realii touched. and can't hold back my tears anymore. thanks alot everyone this afternoon for celebrating my birthday with me =] realii wan to thank u all alot! 

i was waiting for u, for u to sms me. why didn't u? at least as a friend? 

thank you for celebrating my birthday with me =] thank you judy for planning it, it was realii a great surprise. enjoyed myself though its all yicky yucky sticky pewy OMFG disgusting.. hahax.. bath at tanyan house but still got e cake smell so go home bath again. 

i bought TOTO.. hope i can win!!!

meet nian ting whose birthday is ytd! den we go orchard area. wanted to go flyers but the weather was bad. so can't see a thing also, so plan to flyers postponed :( went shopping and it was a hard decision again. i told her choose wateva u wan from NUM den she dunno which one to choose. i bought 1 for myself too.. went to swensen to have dinner and dessert. we both got e firehouse happy birthday ice-cream. joke around and had great laughs. went home after that. 

and another thing. there is this guy is who is trying to raise $2000 so that he could fly back to his hometown to see sick father. his father is suffering from prostate cancer. somehow i felt sad for him. he will be there outside orchard mrt station to play international chess with people. ppl if u interested to play chess with him do drop by. his good. its free to challenge but pls donate kindly. its the season of giving.

trying verii hard to hold back my tears the whole day. a surprise was indeed touching for me. i find it special somehow. but hold it back. its past 11pm already. those ppl whom i expect to remember my birthday and at least send me a msg, did not send me. those who i actually nv expect to remember actually sms-ed me. maybe i am jus too desperate to let u all kno its my 18th birthday so i put it on my msn pm. but there are some ppl who jus miss it. i dunno why. i am jus real sad abt it.. still trying to hold back my tears. where are all my FWPs. u all are not Friends With Privileges for nth.

can my wish come true? the special stick.

Pictures on my birthday bash.

I use to wake up in the morning and I'd hear your name
Had you picture in my mind I didn't need a frame
Wrote you letters that I couldn't see you eye to eye
Hope the letters could express the way I felt inside

Sometimes, the ones that you love
Do not feel the same way that you do and it hurts you bad
Sometimes your heart'll get weak
But you can never give up on love

I'll never give up on love
Cause I know it's true,
I know its real because I know the way I felt for you
And In the middle of the night
When I hear your name,
I say a prayer for you
And hope that you will do the same

I'll never give up on love
Cause that God aserned
To find love when he made a prayer we both deserve
And he's the father that we'll never see on earth
So I'll never give up on love

Things are different now without you always on my mind
Definitely better, but I must admit it hurts sometimes
What we had meant so much to me, jus to let you know,
But what's done is done and I guess it's time to let you go

Sometimes, the ones that you love
They don't feel the same way that you do and it hurts you
Sometimes your heart'll get weak
But you can never give up on love

I'll never give up on love
Cause I know it's true,
I know its real because I know the way I felt for you
And In the middle of the night
When I hear your name,
I say a prayer for you
And hope that you will do the same

I'll never give up on love
Cause that God aserned
To find love when he made a prayer we both deserve
And he's the father that we'll never see on earth
So I'll never give up on love

[Repeat:] i'll never give up on love

I'll never give up on love
Cause I know it's true,
I know its real because I know the way I felt for you
And In the middle of the night
When I hear your name,
I say a prayer for you
And hope that you will do the same

I'll never give up on love
Cause that God aserned
To find love when he made a prayer we both deserve
And he's the father that we'll never see on earth
So I'll never give up on love

wo zhi dao shang xin bu neng gai bian shen me
na me rang wo cheng shi yi dian
cheng shi nan mian you bu neng kong zhi de xue xie
zhi yao guan shang le men bu bi li shui

yi ge ren zuo zai kong dang bao xiang li mian
shou ji rang ta xiu xi yi ye
nan xiang qie ge qie diao hui yi de hua mian
yan lei bu neng liu guo shi er dian

sheng ri kuai le wo dui zi ji shuo
la zhu dian le ji mo liang le
sheng ri kuai le lei ye rong le
wo yao xie xie ni gei de ni na zou de yi qie

hai ai ni dai yi dian hen
hai yao shi jian cai neng ping heng
re lian shang heng huan mie cong sheng
zhu wo sheng ri kuai le

我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么让我诚实一点
诚实难免有不能控制的宣泄
只有关上了门不必理谁
一个人坐在空的包厢里面
手机让它休息一夜
难,想切割切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点
生日快乐
我对自己说
蜡烛点了
寂寞亮了
生日快乐
泪也融了
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
还爱你带一点恨
还要时间
才能平衡
热恋伤痕
画面重生
祝我生日快乐

lets talk abt where i left off. which is sat? yes i think so.

went to training as usual but this time no extra special feelings. its like a routine to me? rowing was great, i feel great. e feeling of fatigue, the feeling of burning under e sun, the feeling of gushing against e wind, the feeling of being pelted by the rain. everything was great. the season of rowing. the Db guys say, they gonna tear my underwear during the next training.. ><

went to kembangan to help tingting with a event at a 'temple'. help her move table and chairs. supposed to stay for e event, but i meeting PBT for dinner and then go kenric house. den cannot go too late too. so i missed a chance for NICE food.. 

dinner at lot1 became photo session and laughter session and shopping session. JX went crazy over taking pictures with barney.. but she couldn't got the chance, cause nid spend $30 den redeem tix. saded. she went on a shopping spree again. before we had dinner at some dunno shit place.  eat some shit food. but fun time there.. jx laugh non stop for 3min? cry 2 times cause laugh too much. and blow water at zeyi clothes cause she cannot control her laughter when eating.. den it became a K session for weird lyrics songs..

went to kenric house and watch soccer, go mac eat, and dota till 6am.. 10am woke to gym. not enough. went to swim den sauna. sauna was damn hot la. one bucket of water.. den perspire till like jus bath that kind of wet. a security came in and saw me using a hose to rinse body instead of shower. then ask us question in a funny default voice!!! ken kno man. went back to swim again before willing to go town. wisma to orchard to paragon to hereens to cine then to hereens.. looking for shoes and birthday presents.. bought a shoe for myself.. cause my cottonon shoe 'goyak' already. slack at ken house before coming home.. 

before i end this post for now. i would like to thank a few ppl.. 

JUDY and KAISHI who cheer me up alot before my b'day. 

HUINING - she is in church camp now, and i don realii think she will remember my b'day. but she stay up till 12 den send me a msg before going to slp and wake up early tml.

KAI SHI - don worry though u are not e first person to send me a b'day msg. u are e first to write a logn and meaningful msg. and also is e person i call and chat with for so long.. u are e first friend to say happy birthday to me over a fone. 

CAILING - she saw my msn pm den realised its my birthday. and volunteer to spam my hp. and she send me a msg. thanks..

well of course to those who have send me a msg jus now.

-wenjing

-yizhen

-nian ting

-tan  yan

-weiyang

-keercing

-everlyn

-wendy

-sherman

-jiasheng

-my sister.

shall update soon abt my birthday BASH with some juniors later, SINGAPORE FLYERS, maybe movie with PBT?

p/s HAPPY BIRTHDAY Nian Ting & WenYang & Ernest whose b'day falls on 7DEC.

p/p/s HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Elizabeth & Janice who share the same birthday as me. 8DEC

p/p/s today when returning home. ken and i did sth nice. we help a blind man cross the road at somerset. lead him all e way to e station lift. den i asked where is he heading and he told us admirity. its like so qiao? we also alighting at admirity. it realii set me thinking alot of things. hows it like to live in fear and darkness everyday. when u dunno wats coming ur way. u dunno who is kind who is bad. isn't him afraid that we are going to bring him to somwhere to rob him? wat if he nv met us. would he be still be standing there? for how long? and it realii make me think are singaporean realii selfish? they see a blind man in e train yet they don offer their seat. luckily when train door open, and we are leaving i stand infront to clear e way for him. a fucking CB jus barge into e train and bang into me. and i jus shove him away and stare at him. imagine if i am not there. wat would have happen to the blind man. those selfish ppl shld jus burn in hell and die.

PICTURES PICTURES

i forgot to post these 3 above pics. its a tape holder i made for my ITOE project. some parts don look nice cause i am guinea pig for e class. until i got mistake den teacher point out..

this dog at e temple. the way he lie down is jus cute..

zeyi carrying me at lot1, to see barney!!! all eyes on us!!

his 'sexciting' face when hugging xiao mei mei..

the chicken meal i ate!!! super big.. and hard. spoil my appetite..

see e dark spots? jiaxi blow water on zeyi!!

see hw big e chicken man!

even ice in my iced tea also so big..

left over of mine. so sinful!

chicken big rite? zeyi like wan chop smaller for me.

this is e shopname.. at lot1 don eat!! service like shit also..

i broke e sauna chair. cause ken key drop in.. cool man.

we were frigging wet after e sauna for 15min.

wet.

my new shoe i bought.. nice rite?

KENRIC so kind!