morning routine was same as ytd.
6km run
2 set of 7km row.
total 14km
1st set - 40min
2nd set - 35min
i was so god damn pissed by the row la..
some assholes was like not paddling,
paddle as though they are on a holiday.
farking hell la..
damn heavy and tough for me..
i was pushing myself to e hardest i swear,
though there were times i was 'tapping' water.
i didn't realise till siyuan and deyu remind me..
my back is jus too tired.
my right shoulder vein was twisted.
i wanted to stop so badly during the 2nd set la..
alot of ppl misunderstood wat i said after the first set.
i was so pissed off i shouted to them
" can the back pack tell those off who didn't paddle well"
somehow it was distorted when they cannot hear well,
then they ask e mid pack.
somehow they nv spread exactly wat i said and became
"backpack nv paddle"
wtf rite?
2 times i was misunderstood..
FARK!
realii wan to scold la..
i was like Chee BAI~!
Fark YOU~!
realii wan to wack them la..
now my backs hurts like siao..
i kno alot of ppl they are tired too..
but to this damn guy..
i am telling u,
do not keep saying that i nv put in effort.
i DID..
don say i conserve energy cause i don.
i think u are e one who are conserving energy,
cause u farking talk alot..
alot alot alot..
MOFO!!
jus before the training,
everybody was like wats ur GPA,
forward how many module?
guess wat.
i got the lowest!!
but i nv forward any module.
i was aiming 2 though..
ambert was like
"disgrace to my course"
den i asked him last time he got how much.
he got 3.5 la..
omg..
was it jus pure coincidence?
u talk to me last night,
and today,
i was like a black horse..
during the run i was one of those few juniors infront.
before the bridge i was abt to stop,
but i think of u,
e smile look so vivid as compared to ytd morning.
i pushed myself more.
going up shears bridge was tiring,
but i preserve even more..
during the rowing,
i jus imagine at every checkpoint u are there,
i was closing my eyes when i pace the boat.
i imagine u to be infront and i stretched out.
i was ale to perform better today.
i don wan this feeling to come to an end,
i don wan to lose you.
i am seriously going mad..
mad over you.
was it jus coincidence?
today Bleach and D-Gray Man was boring..
not much of exciting fighting scenes..
have to wait for another week..
ARGH!!
