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Monday, November 3, 2008
@ 8:06 PM

monday blues ~

i was thinking if i shld change my style of entering a post? like to this one i am going to try? instead of hitting the enter key many many times i shld try hitting my space bar more. which looks like a essay rather than point form. i wonder how it looks like on my blog as my fonts are small! (by default) i realised not long ago it can go large and largest but not any smaller. lame la! 

MONDAY BLUES!!

i hate mondays to e core if there is AUTO CAD LESSON!!! firstly first cause gan poh tehm is declaring war with me indirectly. he scold me 3 times today for his pleasure. 1ST he trying to act stupid? i dunno but it make e class laugh. well i join in. den some of us make this super fake laugh sometime during e entire lesson. he scold me for trying to make a nuisance by making fake laughter and he knows!!  2ND maybe my bad for shouting too loud OWNAGE cause wei yang joke was cold and the teacher was not affected. so he scold me but if someone else did it i think he don mind too.. 3RD he asked a dumb question which is so bloody simple den i gave a comment and he scolded me. "i nv ask u so can u keep quiet?" when others are giving comments and talking and interrupting his scolding he onlii "shh" contless times at them, then continue to scold me.. its bloody stupid la.. example of his stupid question.

if my face is e front den my ear is on my side.
then if i change my ear to the front then my face is wat position?
front obviously rite?

he made this example question which is 99% similar to e original question, because he nv use ear nad face, sound bloody difficult. he say another class they dunno and many ppl dunno!! and he will be shocked if we kno. he was favouring kai yuan!! and praising him to be e smartest and can don worry if throw him at a corner to learn himself. den ask him this question. i found it ridiculous and said "i think e most shocking is the other class" and he began scolding me.. like WTF u KNNBCCB! u realii spoil my perfect monday! u ignore my question in class my work i don give a farking damn! i do my work well i kno it well i happy. i prove to you. but you don go around showing my a fark face, teaching us things which we learn before like we dunno. like teaching us 1+2=3 like its some E=(MC)(MC).. ARGH!! !@#$

my monday was great at first cause it start late at 10am!!! but he spoil it by giving me black face, 4 hour of lessons!! and i usually have meetings on monday and training till 8plus.. 

i today have 2 meetings. firstly a spinnovex meeting which i was rather pissed off. not cause of we combining or cause i miss training but cause of e ppl who turn up and not turning up. then it was sports feista meeting i was pissed off too cause of the particular person who turn up and the person who did not turn up. i am realii pissed off la.. why must my monday be like this. its like e starting of e week. 

i ended my meeting late so i didn't go training. i dunno how to face them when i go back. cause i missed alot alot of training. i even dreamt last night that MX show me my attendance, it was ZERO! i was like so shocked!! 

this song may sound almost exactly like my situation now. or wat i have been trying to show and express.

pieces - Sum 41


I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
Sometimes it's so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it's the only thing that I have

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own

On my own

I tried to be perfect
It just wasn't worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It's hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own

i dunno how to carry on. can you be my torch and lead me?


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Singapore Polytechnic Aeronautical Engineering
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