wo zhi dao shang xin bu neng gai bian shen me
na me rang wo cheng shi yi dian
cheng shi nan mian you bu neng kong zhi de xue xie
zhi yao guan shang le men bu bi li shui

yi ge ren zuo zai kong dang bao xiang li mian
shou ji rang ta xiu xi yi ye
nan xiang qie ge qie diao hui yi de hua mian
yan lei bu neng liu guo shi er dian

sheng ri kuai le wo dui zi ji shuo
la zhu dian le ji mo liang le
sheng ri kuai le lei ye rong le
wo yao xie xie ni gei de ni na zou de yi qie

hai ai ni dai yi dian hen
hai yao shi jian cai neng ping heng
re lian shang heng huan mie cong sheng
zhu wo sheng ri kuai le

我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么让我诚实一点
诚实难免有不能控制的宣泄
只有关上了门不必理谁
一个人坐在空的包厢里面
手机让它休息一夜
难,想切割切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点
生日快乐
我对自己说
蜡烛点了
寂寞亮了
生日快乐
泪也融了
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
还爱你带一点恨
还要时间
才能平衡
热恋伤痕
画面重生
祝我生日快乐

lets talk abt where i left off. which is sat? yes i think so.

went to training as usual but this time no extra special feelings. its like a routine to me? rowing was great, i feel great. e feeling of fatigue, the feeling of burning under e sun, the feeling of gushing against e wind, the feeling of being pelted by the rain. everything was great. the season of rowing. the Db guys say, they gonna tear my underwear during the next training.. ><

went to kembangan to help tingting with a event at a 'temple'. help her move table and chairs. supposed to stay for e event, but i meeting PBT for dinner and then go kenric house. den cannot go too late too. so i missed a chance for NICE food.. 

dinner at lot1 became photo session and laughter session and shopping session. JX went crazy over taking pictures with barney.. but she couldn't got the chance, cause nid spend $30 den redeem tix. saded. she went on a shopping spree again. before we had dinner at some dunno shit place.  eat some shit food. but fun time there.. jx laugh non stop for 3min? cry 2 times cause laugh too much. and blow water at zeyi clothes cause she cannot control her laughter when eating.. den it became a K session for weird lyrics songs..

went to kenric house and watch soccer, go mac eat, and dota till 6am.. 10am woke to gym. not enough. went to swim den sauna. sauna was damn hot la. one bucket of water.. den perspire till like jus bath that kind of wet. a security came in and saw me using a hose to rinse body instead of shower. then ask us question in a funny default voice!!! ken kno man. went back to swim again before willing to go town. wisma to orchard to paragon to hereens to cine then to hereens.. looking for shoes and birthday presents.. bought a shoe for myself.. cause my cottonon shoe 'goyak' already. slack at ken house before coming home.. 

before i end this post for now. i would like to thank a few ppl.. 

JUDY and KAISHI who cheer me up alot before my b'day. 

HUINING - she is in church camp now, and i don realii think she will remember my b'day. but she stay up till 12 den send me a msg before going to slp and wake up early tml.

KAI SHI - don worry though u are not e first person to send me a b'day msg. u are e first to write a logn and meaningful msg. and also is e person i call and chat with for so long.. u are e first friend to say happy birthday to me over a fone. 

CAILING - she saw my msn pm den realised its my birthday. and volunteer to spam my hp. and she send me a msg. thanks..

well of course to those who have send me a msg jus now.

-wenjing

-yizhen

-nian ting

-tan  yan

-weiyang

-keercing

-everlyn

-wendy

-sherman

-jiasheng

-my sister.

shall update soon abt my birthday BASH with some juniors later, SINGAPORE FLYERS, maybe movie with PBT?

p/s HAPPY BIRTHDAY Nian Ting & WenYang & Ernest whose b'day falls on 7DEC.

p/p/s HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Elizabeth & Janice who share the same birthday as me. 8DEC

p/p/s today when returning home. ken and i did sth nice. we help a blind man cross the road at somerset. lead him all e way to e station lift. den i asked where is he heading and he told us admirity. its like so qiao? we also alighting at admirity. it realii set me thinking alot of things. hows it like to live in fear and darkness everyday. when u dunno wats coming ur way. u dunno who is kind who is bad. isn't him afraid that we are going to bring him to somwhere to rob him? wat if he nv met us. would he be still be standing there? for how long? and it realii make me think are singaporean realii selfish? they see a blind man in e train yet they don offer their seat. luckily when train door open, and we are leaving i stand infront to clear e way for him. a fucking CB jus barge into e train and bang into me. and i jus shove him away and stare at him. imagine if i am not there. wat would have happen to the blind man. those selfish ppl shld jus burn in hell and die.

PICTURES PICTURES

i forgot to post these 3 above pics. its a tape holder i made for my ITOE project. some parts don look nice cause i am guinea pig for e class. until i got mistake den teacher point out..

this dog at e temple. the way he lie down is jus cute..

zeyi carrying me at lot1, to see barney!!! all eyes on us!!

his 'sexciting' face when hugging xiao mei mei..

the chicken meal i ate!!! super big.. and hard. spoil my appetite..

see e dark spots? jiaxi blow water on zeyi!!

see hw big e chicken man!

even ice in my iced tea also so big..

left over of mine. so sinful!

chicken big rite? zeyi like wan chop smaller for me.

this is e shopname.. at lot1 don eat!! service like shit also..

i broke e sauna chair. cause ken key drop in.. cool man.

we were frigging wet after e sauna for 15min.

wet.

my new shoe i bought.. nice rite?

KENRIC so kind!