thank you for celebrating my birthday with me =] thank you judy for planning it, it was realii a great surprise. enjoyed myself though its all yicky yucky sticky pewy OMFG disgusting.. hahax.. bath at tanyan house but still got e cake smell so go home bath again. 

i bought TOTO.. hope i can win!!!

meet nian ting whose birthday is ytd! den we go orchard area. wanted to go flyers but the weather was bad. so can't see a thing also, so plan to flyers postponed :( went shopping and it was a hard decision again. i told her choose wateva u wan from NUM den she dunno which one to choose. i bought 1 for myself too.. went to swensen to have dinner and dessert. we both got e firehouse happy birthday ice-cream. joke around and had great laughs. went home after that. 

and another thing. there is this guy is who is trying to raise $2000 so that he could fly back to his hometown to see sick father. his father is suffering from prostate cancer. somehow i felt sad for him. he will be there outside orchard mrt station to play international chess with people. ppl if u interested to play chess with him do drop by. his good. its free to challenge but pls donate kindly. its the season of giving.

trying verii hard to hold back my tears the whole day. a surprise was indeed touching for me. i find it special somehow. but hold it back. its past 11pm already. those ppl whom i expect to remember my birthday and at least send me a msg, did not send me. those who i actually nv expect to remember actually sms-ed me. maybe i am jus too desperate to let u all kno its my 18th birthday so i put it on my msn pm. but there are some ppl who jus miss it. i dunno why. i am jus real sad abt it.. still trying to hold back my tears. where are all my FWPs. u all are not Friends With Privileges for nth.

can my wish come true? the special stick.

Pictures on my birthday bash.

I use to wake up in the morning and I'd hear your name
Had you picture in my mind I didn't need a frame
Wrote you letters that I couldn't see you eye to eye
Hope the letters could express the way I felt inside

Sometimes, the ones that you love
Do not feel the same way that you do and it hurts you bad
Sometimes your heart'll get weak
But you can never give up on love

I'll never give up on love
Cause I know it's true,
I know its real because I know the way I felt for you
And In the middle of the night
When I hear your name,
I say a prayer for you
And hope that you will do the same

I'll never give up on love
Cause that God aserned
To find love when he made a prayer we both deserve
And he's the father that we'll never see on earth
So I'll never give up on love

Things are different now without you always on my mind
Definitely better, but I must admit it hurts sometimes
What we had meant so much to me, jus to let you know,
But what's done is done and I guess it's time to let you go

Sometimes, the ones that you love
They don't feel the same way that you do and it hurts you
Sometimes your heart'll get weak
But you can never give up on love

I'll never give up on love
Cause I know it's true,
I know its real because I know the way I felt for you
And In the middle of the night
When I hear your name,
I say a prayer for you
And hope that you will do the same

I'll never give up on love
Cause that God aserned
To find love when he made a prayer we both deserve
And he's the father that we'll never see on earth
So I'll never give up on love

[Repeat:] i'll never give up on love

I'll never give up on love
Cause I know it's true,
I know its real because I know the way I felt for you
And In the middle of the night
When I hear your name,
I say a prayer for you
And hope that you will do the same

I'll never give up on love
Cause that God aserned
To find love when he made a prayer we both deserve
And he's the father that we'll never see on earth
So I'll never give up on love