RANTS AND RANTS AND MORE RANTS!
If You Are Not Ready Or Unable To Take Up The Role Of Main-Comm, Then FUCK OFF!
Today is serious a long day for me. Lessons from 8am-12pm.Make up lessons for Gems from 1pm-3pm (luckily cancelled so i have time to study maths)
Maths re-test from 3pm-4pm.
Meeting with lecturers regarding SMAE Day 4pm-6pm
Ice Camp meeting 6pm-8pm
I do know what the hell i am facing recently. Its unlike any other stress i faced in the past. I left my file at a hawker centre after my meal for 4 times already. I only remember i got a file till i am on the train or at my destination and have to rush back to take. I lost way way in school. T1655 means block 16 5th storey and 5th room. I am suppose to go to this class for mt test today. but was later changed to T1546, i went 1 level below and walk to T17 which is connected to T16 and waited like an idiot. Went to class for test and had to go for meeting at T1743. I happily walk to T15 which is a block beside my re-test room and wait. Again waited like an idiot before realizing i went to wait at the wrong room again.
FUCKING HELL what is wrong with me recently.
Meeting with lecturers seriously raise my blood pressure and stress another level higher. Person A call up tim and i picked up the phone for him.
Me:where r u?
A : Orchard.
Me:WTF!? you know there is a meeting right?
A : no la kidding la i at home, sick with MC. (noisy background like in orchard)
he don sound sick, i saw him smoking healthily yesterday outside school, sick my ass. thats person A who have pissed me off for the umpteen times since he became a main comm of SMAEC.
Person B also pissed me off umpteen times for not attending meetings, being irresponsible. he was late for meeting today without valid reason. And meeting today with lecturer was a intense one. The atmosphere was not really good for any jokes or small conversation. But the few bunch of jokers at the back happily joke and yada yada and this Person B can talk and laugh damn loud. Lecturers was pissed off obviously by the looks on their face, and was asking him some questions. He just happily yada yada and laugh loudly oblivion to the lecturers asking him question. I turn around and asked him the questions the lecturer did.
Me:lecturer as you if you free next wed for meeting!
B : huh wat la?
Me: nvm wat class r u in A or B?
B :Whatever la! (continue yada yada)
How to not pissed?
Why the meeting was a tense one?
New director wanted sth new for SMAE Day. I am the Events I.C. for this SMAE Day and had planned activities and rundown of events for this Day. We had 6 meetings discussing these events and i personally had to do alot of things and racking of brain cells to come up with these ideas and the lecturers seriously pour cold water on me. I explain my point of view they shoot me back with like 100 of their point of view. Most of us main comm and club advisor have so call agree on my idea and wanted to implement it. Afterall we nv held an event something like this. And the lecturers wanted a ideal closely similar to my idea but pouring cold water on me for coming up with this idea. I seriously do not know what the hell they wants.
Luckily ICE camp meeting was pretty less tense. Afterall all the people present there and students and those who are sociable and jokers type. Which really helps me alot with my mood at that time. But still the stress level is there. 6 days later gonna have another lecturer meeting to talk into the events. so happens that my exams starts next week!
during the meeting Tim(chairman for SMAE Day) pass me a small note.
Someone kill me please! Kill me!
my reply was,
Kill me first!
