What is happening to me? For a moment i was happy going for QEM test and after QEM paper i am like a changed person.
I start to shiver in fear, was so afraid of it. Was so afraid that i was shaking but they did not notice. They were busy revising. I start to panick and somehow i need to pee many times. I was feeling so tired and shag. Mentally and physically, i went into silence, all i want was to complete APP.II paper as fast as i could. given time 1hr30min and i rushed it in 30min. packed up my stuffs and head home in 30min time.
I made 3 plans to head out but canceled it. 3 invitations for me yet i reject them.
I need a heartwarming, secure feel.
Is it the lack of sleep + nicotine and caffine acting up on my body? I feel like screaming yet i can't summon the energy. I am tired yet i can't sleep. I wish to talk to you but i ain't getting your replies. What the shit!
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Ivan Ho (TJ) A.K.A Peanut
Eighteen.
Turns a year older every 8 December.
Singapore Polytechnic Aeronautical Engineering
West spring secondary school
Jurong Primary School hahahax@live.com
Bachelor.
