I'm starting to like you more and more. I dunno what is the feeling. All i know is that i want to protect you, i don't wish to see you hurt or anything. I want to see you smile, i want to be the one who always manage to cheer you up and say alliszvell.
While crossing the road i pull you back cause of a turning car, how i wish i didn't let it go. I dunno why i didn't want to let it go but i did. The hesitation is there.
How i wish the bus would just break down right there at that moment, how i wish the bus journey was like around the world long.
Someone once broke up with me after 1 month, telling me this "you got to know the feeling is just a way you feel for a close friend or you like that someone" I fell for that someone after we became close friends, however the feeling of wanting to protect the person so much, be with that person so much wasn't as strong as now.
Though i made this mistake so many times, treating a person real good and the person treat me like a close friend, i ended up falling for that person and turns out just the opposite of what i imagine and wanted it to be.
I don't want another mistake that i had made 4years ago. I hope you will be able to wait till i got the answer and tell you.
I can strongly tell you right now, i like you alot alot, i want to keep you safe from harm, i want to take your nightmare and give you my dreams, i want to hold you tightly in my arms, i want to rest on your head while you resting on my shoulders, i want to tell you so badly but i just can't summon enough courage.
I'm happy that i could spent as much time as i can with you, i'm happy that all these while i had you as my friend, i'm happy to be able to see you when sending you back, when you are working, when i am webcaming.
