
Wa so i must read your blog msn you a offline message before i get a post dedicated for me?
Well, i have lots of things to share with you too, but because we drifted apart and even after we seems to have become a normal friend from a close sibling, i want to tell you so much stuffs, just that my personality is those that 拖泥带水。 I dunno how to tell you and explain how i feel about your relationship with Yanming, I dunno how to tell him and like declare some stuffs at that point. Plus you know i don't like alot of ppl in PKS who likes to find trouble with me, and they are like close friends of those friends of Jeremy and YM, so i decided to fade out of the scene without a word. Its rather selfish of me to do so, but at that point of time, i felt that what i did was necessary. (until now i still dunno if i was in that situation now what should i do)
Its only recently that my life starts afresh and i try to solve my problems and prevent some misunderstandings.
I have been real busy and times when i am is like last minute nothing on and i will use that time to catch back my sleeps and rest my worn out body. There are times i wanted to ask you out and watch movie like we used to do movie marathon. I rememeber Spiderman 3 at tampines mall and another movie. However, at that time having decided to stay out the cliques of friends picture i was resolved to stop finding you people again.
I know how feelings grow unexpectedly and i won't stop you from being together with YM, i will in turn wish you to be happy and have a healthy relationship with often quarreling and breaking down but in the end everything is resolved with you growing up. I dunno why in my eyes you are always that cute never grow up girl who i just want to take care of like a daughter or sister.
HAHAHA you know from the start i like any girl is not just base on their outer looks right? Its the personality of the person which is more important, the looks and other bonues are what help them attract me to know them more. AHAHHA. I won't say she is damn pretty, but i can say in my eyes she is the prettiest. My taste is definitely good, hahaha. Its still the same nice when i befriend you, or rather accept this friendship made to me by you.
Back then in that junior camp at Changi park there, i remember how i was the sai gang warrior planning games to being a night guard at night to make sure people dont' fight. And this fat retard face guy try to act hero and you dislike him. You caught my attention as a quite pitiful girl when that shit faced guy always call you and linling "mei". HAHA i forgot his name but only remember how we always call him that fat army shit face guy. How i actually stole his friendster photo and made another account with his name and his picture and making a joke out of it.
The only thing i will regret about our friendship is, i took care of you too much, never let you grow up. You are now, which is good. Well if you remember i keep secret safer than i keep my promise, HAHAHA. i give good advice which it can help others alot but not myself, HAHAHA. So if you have anything you need to tell me or share with me, don't feel shy or whatsoever. I will try to help you as much as i can (i seen and hear alot of stuffs for my age already so i am like a encyclopedia, nothing much is able to shock or surprise me). Remember anything under the sun also can share with me.
No Ukitake picture for you cause i prefer someone else and that is Kurosaki Ichigo in his hollow form, i like cool characters. HAHA. Not to mention Grimmjow too! When i look at the photo above, it reminds me of the impression when i first saw you in the camp. Emo like that. HAHA. Now you are like TALKATIVE! So different. HAHA.
Ok chance approve hahaha.
Hi Jo, Nice knowing you too. I am Ivan Allizwell Ho, You call me anything that suits you =]