Well its been a cold turkey moment for the past months. I've been trying real hard to drop something off my mind. Till now i can only say i almost done it? However i just cant do it anyhow. Things i did to try to keep myself occupied recently are to go party. 2 days in a row to St. james, malaysia trip with my secondary school band, Beach party countdown.
Most of the times i just ask myself, where are my friends when i need them? once in awhile they drop by in my life at the right time, but on most of the time, i can't find a friend to talk to. Lying on my bed staring at a object without much motivation for anything.
1 meal a day is part of parcel of my recent lives as all i do is nua at home doing nothing but gaming and staring into the air. You guys should know how i eat if i am in a good mood. I can eat like 3 meal a day $10 each. must make sure my tummy come out bloated.
few times i have friends who stay in seng kang and we will send them home and will pass by that place. I would go to the places which holds memories and stare into the unit located at the 5th floor. I wish that we can still be friends. Let all the unhappy events and memories be forgotten.
its 2011 and it just didn't start off right, with troubles and commotions all around me. It just screwed up my new year mood. I still looking for a way out of this vortex.
